Monday, August 22, 2005

Analyze This
You know sometimes when there's lots of things going through your mind and you don't know exactly where to start and how to bring up the topic, maybe answering a questionnaire might actually hit some jackpot questions and you finally can let the feelings out? Ok, maybe this is one of those times. I haven't read what are the questions below but I have a feeling some might need to be answered.

1.Name Two Bad Habits You Have:- SMOKING, and Over-analyzing

2.Name Two Things That You Wish You Had:- My own recording studio- a clue

3.Name Two Scents You Love:- Kenneth cole reaction, Curve for men

4.Name Two People That Know You the Best : my brother, rodney

5.Name Two Things You'd Never Wear:- A coconut crab...ouch!

6.Name Two Things You Are Thinking About Now: - What the hell happened to me? What am I going to do?

7.Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:- cooked breakfast, had a conversation with a texi driver in broken BM, Pondered the weight of arguments between christian theology and the oriental metaphysic.

8. Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:-Oren juice, a ride to work, soap, sweet and sour chicken.

9. Name Five Bands/Groups/Vocalist you Like the most:- Muddy waters, Peter frampton, Al green, and Ministry.

10. Name three Drinks You Regularly Drink:- teh 'O' ais-water- pineapple juice

11.First Grade Teacher Name?- Mrs. Kellogg

12.Last Words You Said:- f**k off im busy!

13.Last Song You Sang? - lets get it on - marvyn gaye.

14.Last Person You Hugged?- my grandma... this morning

15.Last Thing You Laughed At?- The shite state of affairs i am currently in with work.

16.Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And meant it?- roughly 6 months ago.

17.Last Time You Cried?- When three of my freinds died simultaneously 17/11/2003

19.What Color Socks Are You Wearing?- black

20.What's Under Your Bed?- two suitcases an a dirty magazine.

21.What Time Did You Wake Up Today?- 8:45am

22.Current Passion?- enriching my life/travel

23.Current Hair? - short- uptown -fade

24.Current Clothes?- jeans and black singlet with red button down shirt

25.Current Annoyance?- i havent a clue about anything.

26.Current Longing?- surf, sun, satisfaction.

27.Current Desktop Picture? - its called words and the litte dog is saying F**k You!

28.Current Worry?- What will I Do with my life?

29.Current Hate?-knowing that i know nothing

30.Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex?- seductively sweet eyes.

Monday, August 15, 2005

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note to those few who mayread this: if you find meaning in any of this let me know because i have no idea what i just wrote and i dont plan on reading it. also if any offense has been given i apologise in advance. thanks love :the manegment

Monday, August 01, 2005

Whoodang!




Sometimes I get so frustrated...
Mellow moods,
many appetites unsated.
Falling freely as a knife thru
BUTTER
hOW SHALL I SEE My way...
my way thru This clutter.
Tic tic tock of canary clocks,
the pulse of demons screamin inside... cast aside dsire for
fire of the loins.....my last Coins rattle as wovles battle like broken thoughts.
Freedom..... Experience.....Work.... Indifference... Hunger...
HHMMM... for what? FOR WHAT? for Who? Who am i?
Who am i to question the truly fucking free?